It's been so long since I felt like this, insecurity, fear. About what? Losing you.

HA. What a joke. I never had to feel like this, I never had to. Because you will never do something to make me feel like this. The irony is that I'm the culprit. You were unsure, you trusted me to answer your doubts and you listened to them. But I messed up. I messed up your chances.

It's always me. The one that makes my own life miserable.